In waiting

Sinking slowly into an ocean
Of my own tears.
Scared of what might happen next.
Close my eyes and only wish for the best.

I can’t take in what’s all around me,
It’s not believable.
Why is it all happening to me?
Show me I’m everything you wanted me to be.

Yet still no signs,
I’m still alone
Downing myself through fears,
I’m not believing your not real.

Fading now into my own world.
I became something I never was before.
An angel flying high.
Like the yellowest star in the sky