Married To The Mob

Introduction:
My name is Sahara, I am 21 years old. I was born in 1986 in a town called Charleston located in South Carolina on a winter day. I don’t remember my nine months I spent in South Carolina, only what I hear from family, I was so young there isn’t much to it. After that I went to Texas with my mom and my brother where my dad lived in San Antonio. We lived on a street called Diamond Head. Some of my fondest memories are from there. I lived there for nine years, never thinking about the future or what it might hold. If I had known how my life would be, I would have laughed and said it wasn’t possible. I went to East Terrill Hills Elementary school, I’m still friends with some of the people I went to school with through a wonderful website called MySpace. At the age of nine we moved to Arizona, first down south in Phoenix with my brother and his wife and there son. Eventually property was bought and we moved into a pop up camper in an RV lot in Cordes while our property was prepared with sewer and water and our home was put on to it. I lived in the small pop up camper with my parents and two brothers. The RV lot was next to a motel, but for the life of me, I can’t remember what its called now. I started at a new school about nine or ten miles away called Mayer Elementary, I made friends, not as fast as most kids do, but I was still missing my friends from Texas. To say the least through my 5 years there I was a little trouble, not too much, just a little. We moved into our new home while I went to school there and continued to go there from 2nd grade all the way to 6th grade. After that I was switched yet again to another school called Bradshaw mountain middle school in Dewey, AZ to continue my education for two years in 7th and 8th grade. I rode horses, had an accident and was in a hospital for a while and went back to school the fallowing year. I was scheduled to attend Bradshaw Mountain High School in Prescott Valley, AZ but found it to be a little daunting to say the least. Wanted to be home schooled, then after we got all set up to do that against my mothers better judgment, we got a flyer through the mail about a charter school opening up in Humboldt, AZ. Internet based and I liked the idea, so did my mother, she wouldn’t have to deal with me then. This is how I met a man of gentle words and an addictive personality when I was 13, almost 14...

Basis of book:
I met a man online, 5 1/2 years older than myself. From an internet friendship, we met in person. That was the beginning of a love that would last beyond death. The book itself is filled with action, adventure, comedy, passion, and most importantly love!

Conclusion:
I am 21 now, in October of 2007. My name is Sahara. I have a son, he will be two next year. And chances are he will never know his father physically, but they share a connection just as strong as I do with him and someday, if they haven’t already, they will see each other. What do I do now? I raise my son, as best I can. I raise him to be a good, understanding, and loving man. I put all of his fathers good traits out for him to see and to take knowledge from, and I put all of my good traits out for him to see and to take knowledge from. We do the best we can and we hang on to the belief that love is forever, once you share a connection and bond as a parent does to a child or a bond that two souls share, you are intertwined forever and through all.

I will raise my son, I will provide for him and I will love him with everything I have. I loved him for eternity before he was born, I love him now, and I will love him for the rest of eternity. I am his mother, and that comes first.

Death is journey we will all make, some sooner then others. But it is not the end, it is simply the end of a physical body, which is sometimes hard to let go of, but if your open and if you let it happen, you will see each other again before you both make that journey. And you can only do your best at life and know that everyone you touch, even if only for the briefest of a second, carries something of you with them for the rest of there lives, both before and after death.