Weightless

fast and unexpected
like a server crashing denying access
you want to take a piece of me away
I want you to know
you were the one for me
I don't give anything away so easily
and now I can't connect myself
to anything you are or seem
the synapses aren't snapping
the lights stopped flashing
the millenium came in all its feared promisings
losing power and short on survival needs
leaving me to doubt
leaving me to shout about love
and everything not to love about it
my love is weightless
suspended over time in the air hanging above you
suspended by you
just when you thought it was over
there you are
stitching up the amputations
trying to overcome your heavy heartedness
I want you to know
I know you think I'm the one
for you
and now I can't connect myself
to all that you are or aren't
when you ask me for a second chance
my love is weightless
causing no bearing on your indescrepancies
loitering poor intentions lost in non-admiration
wasted in your view
of a novel left off after the first chapter
will you ever bring it down
down to where I am now