The pain inside.

My brain is racing like never befor.
Spining like a syclone out of controle.
I cant think let alone breath,
For all of the emotions that are runing through my head.

I can hear them yelling at me,
I hear every word.
Yet I cant understand what their trying to say to me.

All I can think about is the pain in my head.
Almost like my brain is at war with itself,
Frozen to the point it hurts,
Like a single breath could shatter my head in to a thousand lil peices.

But how to get relife?
Is there even such a thing?

The more they yell,
The more my moods swing,
The more that happens,
The worse it gets.

But how do I tell them this?
How do I explain?
They dont believe me?
They think I'm just ignoring them.
That I obviosely dont care what they are saying.

If only they understood....
If only they could feel what I'm feeling...

They say they know,
Yet they so very obviously dont.
Otherwise theyed stop yelling.
They would leave me be.

I'm lost and feel so alone,
I have nowere to turn,
All I can do is live my life and hope they will someday understand.