how i feel

i lay my head down on your chest and i hear your heart beat. It makes me think of how we should be together but nothing is the way it should be. You always had it right and I would always try to stand to fight just to get knocked out, but for some reason it doesn't bother me cause it is from you. there is a tolerance for you that couldn't be for anyone else i guess it my way to look at you as perfect. The way i feel when i am with you is hard to explain because it's hard to think with your heart in your throat and fingers grasped tight just wishing you were mine. It is ok for now cause someday you will see what you are looking for can be found in me