betrayed

Betrayed
By Denyse

Here I sit alone in the dark
Tortured by the decisions, which road to take,
Here I sit alone in the dark
Heaven or hell
Served or be served
I can’t find peace in either place
I want to kill myself
But I don’t want the pain
Or the shame of being lost
Thinking just a little bit longer….
Remembering how I once smiled
Remember how I once laughed
Calling his name
Hearing his words
Kissing his lips
The times that we stayed up
Only to learn how it feels to be betrayed