Untraceable Trace

I tried to kill the pain
Of these by-gone scars
Hard to resist this unfathomable dillusion
Provoking my burning passion.
Your shadow i couldn't find
In the darkness of unseen light
My hands were cold
Quivering in an endless night.
I tried to clench
In the solace of my thoughts
Unable, I was drowned in depth
Laying in the arms of unmitigating grief.
Down I go,
Nothing to hold on to
Losing my grip, my wings were broken
Never thought I am a forgotten.