take me

I know your here with me now,
I can feel your breath on my neck.
I know what you want to do to me,
I dont want to do that tonight,
But you dont care, you never do.
You take me as you want me,
all I can do is lay there,
the pain is killing me, I cry
you dont even care, you
do what you want to me,
and leave me laying there
alone, broken, and in pain.
You laugh at my pain,
as I sit crying on the bed
you just laugh and stare.
You call me a bitch, a cry baby.
I stop crying, as I do every time.
I take a shower and go to bed,
wondering if next time
will be the last.