Despite it all

Hate me the way I hate myself.
Bring me down because you know you can.
Kill me because it feels so good.
Despise me for who I am.
Hurt me because you want to.
Don't catch me when I fall, you know I'm not worth it.
Laugh at me because I'm hopeless.
Trip me because I'm helpless.
Kick me when I'm down, I won't blame you.
Make me cry because my pain is amusing.
Call me a name and spit on me because I'm lower than dirt.
Rip my soul out of me and tear it to shreds, my pain is your pleasure.

Do all of this with relish because at the end of the day when I'm bent and broken, open and bleeding at your feet, with all of my flaws and imperfections, all of my self loathing and fears plain for you to see.
You'll look upon me and see me for who I really am.
And still love me Despite it all!