this is a letter I wrote to the guy I like. not give it to him |
front: "a letter to nobody" back:"let me cry on your shoulder" first fold:"Please don't hate me. Please don't mock me. Please don't use my words against me. Please don't." second fold:"Don't remind me of this. No. Don't ever breathe a word of this. I'm sorry this ever happened." third fold:"This is a letter of loneliness and confession. Never open this. I like you. Please understand why I needed to write this." body:"To (him), Hi. I know I have only known you for a little while, but something has happened. I think I have started to have feelings for you. *Feelings that cannot exist. I know that nothing can happen. I know that we will never see each other again once I leave. I also know that you might not even like me as a friend, let alone have the same feeling for me. You are a good-looking, intelligent, funny, sweet guy - one of the few in the world that truly respect women. I am not good enough for you - you deserve so much better. I don't know what's wrong with me - I just haven't been able to stop thinking about you. I love when you talk to me, and I am able to gaze into your eyes.I love trying to figure out the exact colors that are in your eyes. Each time I look up at you, I always try to hold your gaze just a little more each time. I love your smile. I am sorry to burden you with my hopeless feelings - I just needed to let you know how I feel. They say that absence makes the heart grow fonder, but we both know that the last time I look at you, will be the last time that I cross your mind. I only pray the hopeless prayer that you might miss me a little. I'm sorry (me)" |