Cold Steel

Cold Steel

Cold steel against my neck
Stained red with the blood of my comrades
Does my world end like this?
At the hands of a cold and heartless warrior
Why should I die when he should live?


The minutes that have passed seem like days
Pain and cold are all I feel
As the minutes go by I become weaker and weaker


I no longer feel the pain only the cold
The deep cold of this winter night
I feel it in my veins as my life force drains
The snow around me is stained red from my blood


Darkness is coming yet I still see light
Light coming from far above
This is it my time is up
And yet I feel as if I still have so much to do

I need life No i want life
I want life to the point that I would sell my soul just for a second chance at life

Damn the gods
Damn them for all I wanted was life when I had nothing but death          
They gave me a chance at paradise
Paradise I could have had paradise but I wanted life not paradise
I turned away from paradise
How dare they not give me life did I not die fighting in their name?


My hate towards them was immeasurable
This hate angered them
I did not care that they were angered my hate
My not caring sealed my fate to be condemned


Oh what I would have done if I still had a chance to live
If only my heart was still beating with the fire of life
If the blood still flowed within theses veins
But these are but mere wishes
Wishes from the spirit of a lifeless corpse
I am nothing but a soul wishing for life
These wishes have condemned me
Condemned me to wander this earth for all eternity