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He is immaculate
An Adonis in my eyes
I see no faults
For he is beyond compare


He is the captor
I am enslaved
He is the ruler
And I obey


He is a passion
I have his yearning
All consumed
He holds me captive


When as one we loved
And breathed in unison
We were combined
A single entity


Our summit achieved
Long before its time
Once molten with passion
Now cooled, set in stone


We shared our souls
And touched our hearts
Still locked in my every cell
After he did depart


Longing not diminished
By passing of time
See now the punishment
Befits the crime


He requests nothing now
All debts left unpaid
Not even a thought
Am I to him


I seek not the past
Just some release
Resulting from the pleasures
When we reached our peak


He is my torment
My pleasure, my pain
I seek absolution
Repent my every sin


Forgiveness I seek but
My god does not know
The unhappiness he reeked
In my heart, now to reap


Now he has gone
I do still obey
Trapped by the love
I still have for him



Dedicated to the past December 1990