Losing someone you love. |
I used to love her, oh well. She's gone. No longer see her any more. Memories I have that reminded me of her. Hate the way that I feel, when losing someone you once was in love with. I thought what we had would last. Now I know love is not forever. I can’t find myself loving someone again. Love is too painful. Even the idea of losing someone hurts deeply within. Sitting here, thinking about her, hurts. Torn apart I am, because of being destroyed by love. Never thought love hurts, until now. Hate the situation I'm in. Depressed I am. Love was what I wanted. Instead love stabbed me and turned its back on me, and left me. All I have is regrets. I have given so much. In return all I got was a smack in the face, and the middle finger pointed directly at me. Ashamed I am to face love once again. Love is not for me. I tried to make love a part of my life, but it never worked. Somehow I feel like I failed, knowing I loved her. I wished I could have done something differently, that would have saved our marriage. But it's too late. Once love is gone, it's gone forever. I know I will never see her again. Her final words, "I'll always love you." |