Gone

Not even ten words
Were spoken between
You laid down beside me
It's not what it seems
Before I knew it
You drew me in
Started all over
Beginning to end
You took me away
To that place that we go
Screaming and wanting
Always begging for more
But this time was different
Something had changed
My body went quickly
My mind it just stayed
It wouldn't let go
It wouldn't fly free
For once you weren't getting
Every single part of me
You tried and you tried
Pry more than before
Pulled out all your tricks
Kept asking for more
And I know that you thought
That you really had
Me back in position
To fall for your ass
Saw it on your face
Read it in your eyes
That way that you held me
Pressed tight to your side
Oh god you're back
You sighed in delight
But really I'm thinking
I don't feel it inside
Yeah, you feel great
And my body is pleased
But hon, there's more
To being with me
You had it awhile
Actually a long time
But you used it and bruised it
And then you weren't mine
Just because now
You came back home
I hope you don't think
I'll automatically go
That we're back to square one
Without undergoing the pain
Don't you even realize
You're screaming my name
While normally I'd smile
For making you feel this way
Now I just wonder
What else you did today
So impressed with my sparklies
Compliment the way I smell
Kiss down my belly
This ain't how it goes
It's not who you are
You want me to believe
I know that you do
That I'm great and important
The only one for you
My body believes it
It missed you so much
Happy your back
Craving your touch
Can't turn it off
Can't push it away
But what you're asking for
You ain't getting today
Cause my mind it knows
And it refuses to let go
It's holding back
And you don't even know
And I'm sorry, so sorry
I want nothing more
Then to make you my own
All that I've wanted
Been waiting so long
The lust is still there
The IN LOVE is just gone