my tears do mean something

tears filled my eyes
as thought about the troubles i went through
my heart also filled with cry
as the past was remembered in my mind
this part of my life has been hidden for a long time
as i had questions to ask
and answers to be answered
as these thoughts floated my mind
i felt all alone
as if i couldn't break away the walls of trouble
the sun didn't even brighten my smile
as the clouds rose above me
i became hurt inside
and overcome with hate and violence
no one could help me, or encourage me
no one could pick my heart back up
and put it back together
i had to become stronger
as yes right now i was week
i couldn't be put back together yet
at least not until i find myself
find my soul and heart
and my tears
and still my tears will mean something