Your Scent

Your scent used to drive me crazy.
When we were in your room,
It would go unnoticed.
But as soon as I entered mine,
I could feel it thick hanging on to my clothes,
And when I smelled it,
I could feel you again,
I could feel your arms holding me,
Your hands on me,
Your lips and tongue trailing down my neck,
Your eyes on me the whole time.
Your scent makes me relive every moment,
Every touch,
Every feeling,
Every word that was said and every word that wasn't,
Every look we gave each other,
Every time we kissed,
And every time you told me that you loved me and every time I whispered it back to you,
But most of all,
Your scent brings back every times you lied to me,
Every time you got mad at me because I said no,
And every time you made me feel like I wasn't good enough.
But now that you're gone I'm a different person- a better person.
Even after everything you made me go through,
Even after all the pain I felt and tears I shed,
I have to thank you.
You made me realize that the person I was wasn't the person I wanted to be.
So....thank you.