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A poem I wrote about my deceased grandma. |
I just wanted to let you know I didn't mean it When I left you out in the rain I didn't mean it Whenever I complained I didn't mean it When I never shed a tear I didn't mean it When I told you I had fear For you knew I was brave And you knew I was strong You loved me night and day When I was a baby, and all along But now that you are gone I can't help but wonder Why I ever made those horrible blunders? Why I never told you how I felt How your beautiful everything Made my heart melt Your warm smile and your helpful ways Your comfy nights and endless days I can't imagine Never thanking you For all the love you gave me And the light you let shine through You made me smile and I never knew it I just wish I could turn back time Because every day I think of how I blew it I never got to look straight into your eyes To see the love, the sadness The color, shape and size I get angry when people talk about you and say these things That I never knew I am heartbroken That I couldn't have spent more time with you I couldn't be sadder That I have to blame you For leaving me alone With nothing left to do I was oblivious when you left I didn't even know that the next Christmas I had you wouldn't show After I found out the horrible news I couldn't comprehend What I was about to lose I lost you, my life and my soul My angel, my sunshine, my hope and my whole When I saw your face on the infamous bed I thought you were going to come back Just like my mom said But alas, no, she was wrong But I wouldn't accept it Because I knew you were strong You couldn't leave me because you hadn't before And seeing you like this? It was time for war... Between myself, the world and everything in between I fought the truth Nothing like you had ever seen I wish you could know I wish you were here To help me cope and deal With every loss, hope and fear But you are gone now And I can see That you and I Were not meant to be |