Don't despise me

Words ran dry
Actions have no meaning
System’s high
Heart’s on make-believing

Don’t despise me
For acting oh so cold now
Don’t you leave me
For being cynical

“heaven is outside
heaven is inside”
such a bullshit crap
torture’s outside
hell is inside
I can tell you that

Don’t despise me
For acting oh so harsh now
Don’t you hate me
For being oh so cold

The music holds no comfort for me now
Only pain
I know I get over it somehow
Don’t you blame, blame me for trying

I would have gone with you
To the fringes of reality
But you’re too busy worrying

Don’t you hate me
For not trying enough
Don’t despise me
For trying too much

The substance eases the emptiness
Now it is your turn to confess