Heartbreak

I would never do this to you
I would never cause you to hurt
Never would I take your happiness away
Never would I make you wanna say…

That I don’t feel I can compete
I always feel a pain inside
There’s a knot in the pit of my stomach
And it’s too hard to try and hide

Did you honestly think I’d agree
Think I wouldn’t care what you’ve taken from me
Well the truth comes out that I’m not alright
But I’m not the kind that would put up a fight

You must think that I’m pretty dumb
To not notice as you he plays with your thumb
You push and shove like it’s all in good fun
Take pleasure in knowing this battle you’ve won

Now I don’t feel I can compete
I always feel a pain inside
There’s a knot in the pit of my stomach
And it’s too hard to try and hide

So go ahead do what you want
I won’t tell you how bad it hurts me
I’ll pretend that I don’t mind it
Instead I’ll cry when I know you can’t see
I always thought that friends meant more
I just guessed I’d be your first choice
But now I can’t trust you the way I used to
So take his hand but forget our friendship

Cuz I don’t feel I can compete
I always feel a pain inside
There’s a knot in the pit of my stomach
And it’s too hard to try and hide

I would never do this to you
I would never do this to you