Ripped Apart

I lay on the cold hard floor
surrounded by shards of this broken glass door,
I'm reminded of this broken hearted life
that was calmed by this lonely knife,
I lay alone cutting away the pain
that you alone made me gain,
you brought out the worst of me
and now it's time for you to see,
all the anger and hatred I've stored
and all the crap I've endured,
my heart's been shattered beyond repair
as I now let my anger takeover the unfair,
I've been pushed and shoved
by everyone I ever loved,
my anger grows witheach aching minute
I know I loved you but I've just got to do it,
I let go of my flowing rage
and let my heart do it's damage,
I crush everything in my way except you
I stop in my path for I don't know what to do,
there is suddenly no reason for me to kill
but how else can I show you how I feel,
you took my heart
and you ripped it apart,
suddenly I feel the anger again
but I don't know where to begin,
I turn around and walk away
in my heart that pain will stay,
I told you I wouldn't hurt you
and this is what it has come down to,
so here I am on this cold hard floor
surrounded by the shards of this broken glass door,
thinking of my broken heart
and how it was ripped apart.