Love is a a four letter word

THE KISS :

I GOT BACK FROM MY CONCERT . MARCUS ASK ME DO YOU AND TYRRELL WHAT TO GO TO THE HOTTEST TEEN CLUB IN NEW YORK. I WAS LIKE OH YA HOLD ON. I WAS ON MY WAY TO TYRRELL ’S DRESSING ROOM AND I WAS STOPPED IN MY TRACKS AS I GLARED INTO HIS DRESSING ROOM I SAW HIM KISSING A NETHER GIRL AS HE OPENED HIS EYES TO SEE ME STANDING THERE. I LOOKED AT HIM WITH HATE IN MY EYE I RAN PAST MARQUES . I FLAGGED A TAXI . AND GOT HOME FAST. MAD AS HELL! MY PHONE WAS RINGING OF THE HOOK I DID NOT ANSWER IT ONCE IT WHET ON FOR DAYS UNTIL I LOOKED ON MY ANSWERING MACHINES AND SAW THAT MY SISTER WAS CALLING I PICKED UP THE "WERE HAVE YOU BEEN I'VE BEEN CALLING YOU FOR AGES" TRACY SAID
"I'VE BEEN THINKING" I SAID "ABOUT WHAT?" “OH PLEASE I NO YOU KNOW, NEWS TRAVEL AROUND HERE LIKE WILD FIRE.” "OH ABOUT TYRRELL GIRL DON'T WORRY BOUT DAT FOOL. HIS NOT WORTH IT.” I SAID HOLD ON AND CLICK OVER I SAID” HELLO" A FAMILIAR VOICE SAID HEY AM SORRY FOR WHAT HAPPEN THE OTHER NIGHT. TYRRELL WAS JUST CATCH IN THE MOMENT.""FIRST OF ALL WHAT MOMENT WAS THAT, AND WHO R U""MARQUES " THE STRANGER SAID "DID HE TELL YOU TO CALL ME CAUSE I WILL BLOCK YA NUMBER TO " "NO I THOUGHT AS A FRIEND I SHOULD.." "NO THIS HIS PROBLEM NOT YOURS NOW MY SISTAS IS ON THE OTHER LINE I’LL TO TALK TO YOU LATE BYE" "WAIT YOU WHAT TO GO TO EXODUS WITH ME TO NIGHT" " SORRY LAST TIME I PLANED TO GO I WAS HURT AM NOT PLANNING TO BE HURT LIKE THAT FOR A WILE " I SAID. “PLEASE FOR ME." 'I'LL SEE IF ME AND MY SIS DON'T HAVE PLANS" AND I CLICK OVER AND I HEARD DIAL TONE I HUNG UP THE PHONE . AND TURN ON THE TV TO SEE I'VE BEEN MISSING MY SOAPS . OH WELL. I GET DRESS. AND WHIT SHOPPING I NEEDED SOMETHING TO COM ME DOWN I GO INTO THE JEWELER STORE AND SEE TYRRELL AND THE GIRL HE WAS KISSING . PICKING OUT JEWELER .HE LOOKED UP AND SAW ME STANDING THERE I WHET IN AND ASKED FOR A PAIR OF GOLD DIAMOND EARRINGS .AT THAT MOMENT I TOLD MY SELF I GUESS I AM GOING TO THE CLUB. I GOT MY EARRINGS AND WHET TO A DRESS SHOP GOT THE PRETTIEST DRESS AND WHET HOME TO SEE HOW THEY LOOKED. TO MY SUSPIRE AS I WAS ABOUT TO GO TO THE DOOR I HEARD A NOCK. A LIMO DRIVER WAS AT MY DOOR HE SAID” MISS PLEASE COME WITH ME' I SAID 'WHY' HE SAID 'MA’AM PLEASE" I WHET WITH HIM TO THE LIMO TO SEE MARQUES THERE I SAID 'YOU DON’T HAVE TO " HE PUT HIS FINGER OVER MY MOUTH AND SAID” DON’T WORRY IT COST ME NOTHING. ON THE WAY TO THE CLUB WE LAUGHED TALKED EVERYTHING I USE TO WITH TYRRELL BUT FOR THE FIRST TIME I FORGOT ABOUT HIM IT WAS ABOUT ME AND MARQUES . THE LIMO CAME TO A STOP BUT IT WASN’T EXODUS IT WAS A APARTMENT HE CAME OUT AND WHET TO MY SIDE OF THE DOOR AND TOOK MY HAND AND TOOK ME IN TO THE APARTMENT I WAS SHOCK IT WAS BUTAFUL IT WAS ALL I EVERY WHAT ON A DATE BUT LAST TIME I CHECKED IT WAS NOT A DATE I WAS DRESSED LIKE I WAS GOING TO A DATE . SO WAS HE OH HE LOOKED NICE I LOVE WHEN MEN DRESS IN LINING THEY LOOK SO POLISHED . HE TURN ON JON B . OH NO HE DIDN'T I LOVE HIM ANY WAY HE PULLED OUT THE CHAIR AND I SAT DOWN, THEN HE DID . I LOOKED AT MY PLATE AND SAW IT WAS A VERY EASY DISH TO MAKE BUT IT'S THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS . OHH DID YOU MAKE THIS IT TASTES GREAT " NO NOT REALLY I NEVER MADE ANYTHING LIKE THIS BEFORE. "YOUR NOT SERIOUS THIS IS GREAT YOUR A GREAT COOK" "OH THANKS " YOUR WELCOME " SO YOU WHAT TO DANCE" I LOOKED AT HIM AND SAID NO MY FEET……” HE SAID “YOU CAN TAKE OFF YOUR SHOE” THEN I SAID “NO” HE SAID “YOUR FEET ARE PRETTY COME ON I GO UP” AND WE WALK CLOSER TO THE STEREO AND STARTED TO SLOW DANCE . SOON WE ENED UP ON THE COUTH AND FELL A SLEEP I WOKE UP IN MY BEDDED I WHORED HOW THAT HAPPED BUT A LESS AM HOME SAT UP AND THEN MY PHONE RANG I PICK IT UP AND IT WAS MARQUES I SAID HELLO I ASK HOW DID I GET HOME LAST NIGHT HE SAID MY LIMO DRIVER TOOK YOU THERE. THEN I ASKED HOW DID I GET IN.” HE SAID “YA SISTER WAS THERE” OH I SAID WHEN HE SAID WELL THANKS I HAD A GREAT NIGHT' HE MOCKED ME SAYING” A GREAT NIGHT THAT WAS THE BEST NOT DATE I EVER HAD. WE LAUGHED AND HE SAID WELL I JUST WHAT’D TO NOW IF YOU WHAT TO GO ON A NETHER NOT DATE .” I SAID WELL A NOT WAS GREAT I HOPE A REAL DATE WILL BE BETTER. “ HE SAID “ARE YOU ASKING ME OUT “ SAID NO THAT’S YA JOB “ OK YOU WHAT TO GO ON A DATE WITH ME I SAID OF COURSE LIKE HE DIDN’T KNOW I WAS GOING TO SAY YES ANY WAY. I GUESS I’LL SEE YA LATER OK BYE AND I HUNG UP THE SWIRLING AROUND IN MY ROOM LIKE I WAS A BIRD I FELLED LIKE I WAS FREE EVEN THOU I NEW ME AND TYRRELL WAS NOT FINALLY OVER .





THE PHONE CALL:


I WAS WHITING FOR HIS CALL WHEN THE PHONE RANG. I PICK UP THE PHONE TO HERE TYRRELL VOICE ON THE OTHER LINE HE SOUND SCARED HE SAID “YOU’RE THE ONLY ONE I CAN TRUSTS RIGHT NOW MY LIFE ,MY LIFE IS TUMBLING DOWN AROUND ME PLEASE HELP I SAID WHY DON’T YOU GO CALL YOUR LITTLE HOER AND DON’T CALL ME AGAIN HE SAID” I CAN’T IT’S HER FLAT WELL WHY R U CALLING ME BECAUSE WE’LL STILL …THEN I HEARD GUN SHOTS I DROPPED THE PHONE AND RAN DOWN STAIR TO GET A TAXI WHEN I GOT TO HIS APARTMENT I SAW HIM IN THE STAIRS AND HE LOOKED AT ME AND CLOSED HIS EYES .I CALLED MARQUES AND SAID ARE DATE IS OVER AND HUNG UP THE PHONE WHEN I GOT TO THE HOSPITAL HE WAS LYING THERE HELP LESS . THEN WHEN I TURNED AROUND I SAW MARQUES STANDING THERE HE ASKED ME IF HE WAS OK I SAID YA FOR NOW MARQUES ASK IF HE COULD TALK TO ME OUTSIDE AND HE ASK YOU JUST BROKE OFF ARE DATE . AND NOW I FIND YOU AT HIS BED SIDE WERE THE LITTLE HOER THAT HE CHEAT ON YOU WITH. SHE’S THE ONE WHO DID THIS TO HIM I SAID I WAS TALKING TO HIM ON THE PHONE I HEARD GUN SHOTS AND I CAME TO HIS HOUSE RIGHT AWAY .SO WERE OVER NOW? “I SAID I JUST DON’T WHAT TO LEAVE HIM HERE WITH OUT SUPPORT HE MIGHT GIVE UP AND DIED AND. SO HE DID WRONG TO YOU EVERYBODY NEEDS A SECOND CHANCE AND WELL THIS IS HIS. OUR MAYBE YOU JUST DON’T LOVE ME .” HE SAID .“I DID TO” IT’S JUST THAT MY LIFE IS A MESS AND I NEED TO CLEAN IT UP. MARQUES WALKED AWAY WHEN CYNNE GOT HOME THERE WAS NO NUMBER ON THE ANSWERING MACHINE .SHE FELT LIKE SHE WAS SO STUPID ,BUT RIGHT . SO SHE DID NOT THINK ABOUT MARQUES AND FOCUSED ON TYRRELL UNTIL IT HIT HER. ALL THE THINGS TYRRELL DID TO HER, SHE HERE LOOKING AFTER HIM . AFTER HE WAS BACK TO NORMAL SHE TOLD HIM THAT WHAT HE DID TO HER CAN NOT BE TAKEN BACK ITS OVER SHE TRIED TO GO TO THE APARTMENT BUT HE WASN’T THERE SHE THOUGHT A LITTLE AND WHET TO EXODUS AND SAW HIM AT THE BAR. SHE ASKED FOR A CHERRY COKE AND THEN HE LOOKED UP AND ASKED WHEY I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ….. THEN CYNNE STOPPED HIM IN HIS TRACKS AND SAID THE LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU WAS THERE BEFORE AND WILL ALWAYS BE THERE . AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE NO MATTER WHAT. I LOVE YOU AND I WHAT TO BE WITH YOU THEY HUGGED AND KISSED . He said “Am never going to let you go “ Cynne said “ No am not going to let you let me go “ not knowing that something is going to change that.

Promise not keeped:

When Cynne got home her sister was in the living room waiting for her . She asked “ What are you doing here ?“ She Answers “Waiting for you”
Why are you waiting for me ? She Asked Tracy answered “cause it’s party night!!” I know not your waiting for that fool cause he’s…
Am not waiting for him . I don’t need to when I already have a man.
Tracy said “what “ you tell me everything how come am just hearing about this?” Cynne said “cause it just happened” girl what is this. crazy we sitting here tell me everything“. Girl it’s to much to say. I’ve had along night I’ll tell you In the morning come on you can sleep in my room. We can watch TV. “ :“Ok” said Tracy I can pop some popcorn. The next morning marques was suppose to call her when he did not call her she called him. He answers. Hey did you forget to call me. He said no I did not I got to call you later baby please . What ok I’ll call you back are you ok but he hung up so she got in her car and whet to his place she saw an unfamiliar car. She peek thou one of the windows he all ways keep open. She sees anther woman she said to her self I know this is not happening to me aging she’s was on her way to her car but the door open she said ok baby I’ll call you so you can see your son he said ok. He contumely looks until she’s all the way down the street tells he sees her car he says cynne what is her car doing here ?“ oh did she no I doubt it . And walks in the house looks thru the window and starts to watch TV . Cynne go to her car and starts to drive when she thought that maybe she should go and see if his OK when she all ready knows that he is OK when she nocks on the door his answers it and said come on baby I now you did not leave anything you just what to see your big daddy !!” Cynne said what are you talking about I just here . And you don’t look sick are that there’s something wrong whets going on. He opens his eyes and saw her standing there mad he starts to stutter she said what are you talking about. He said oh am just playing around. Come on what about are date. He said that oh am I have plans she said with who the person that calls you big daddy
He laughs and say your so cynne said are you Drunk are something . Cause you are being stupid baby what’s up . Marques said baby I don’t only need you I need someone who will give it to me now she said what. Cynne said (pissed off) it ova b@#$ I can’t take this not again you must be taking something. She goes to her car in tears she new it but did not what it to happen so fast she can’t believe that the man how said that he was never going to let her go. just did it hurts and she knows that not the really him and was going to find out what happen. For sure.














The Cover Up:



The next two weeks was hell on earth but she keep going by the grace of god. Her and her sister was back to normal with the exception on Tracy’s boyfriend but she never missed a night cause she new what her sister was going through . One day her phone rang sh epicked it up and marqus was on the phone she asked what did he what he said that he needs to talk to her she said we’re on the phone he told that the girl had a child with him and there getting marred so the little boy can have a family she said all right I don’t need to your whole life story well I got to go she said then he said stop I what you to come . In case no one told you . You hurt me and well I can’t go
Then he asked why then unexpectedly he said am pregnant he said what don’t be surprised its your child and don’t think about denying her and you don’t have to worry about child support unless I need it but my sister will help. I got to go bye am sorry I was lying she’s not pregnant I just what’d to get you made and what if I really went to this so call wedding I wound tell you its for us I love you and that was just a fling it was not serous . Well it was serous to me but I love this little girl to do that to her so come over her tonight so you can you now what