Hard to love you.

Its hard to love you,
trust in you,
make love to you,
when i know I'm in doubt of us 2.

we were gonna get married...
Spend our lives together...
i always thought we would be forever....

when i hug you before you leave,
I'm saying to myself,
come home to me...

I look into your eyes,
and i see the signs,
i wish i could go back to the day i screwed up and make it all ok....

Even though when I'm looking at you and I'm smiling,
I feel like I'm losing you with each day that goes by...
if you only looked a little closer you can see a tear in my eye...

I set up at night thinking of how we used to be...
back when there was only one thing you cared for most in your life...
it was me...

There is no other woman who can love you like i can,
there is no one in this world that could take your place...
your my man....

i remember that you could take one look at me,
and it seemed like your eyes could rip through mountains...
so strong and secure, when i was near....
but now its like you close your eyes instead,
hoping ill disappear....

People used to ask me,
what do you see in him?
what is so special about this guy...
your bare fingertips,
could make my heart fly...

Now things are rocky,
lord knows i need a friend...
give me support and comfort,
so i can be there for him...

help me to be patient,
maybe do something different to show him i care...
let him know no matter what i will always be there...

I wrote this from the bottom of my heart...
with each word typed Ive been falling apart...

lord, give me the strength to go on...
keep the words flowing out through the rain and summer storms...
help me hold on to him and keep him in my arms...