depression

Dreams destroying my sleep
how can hurt reach this deep
waking up is too much of an effort
sleep is a luxury i cant afford

depression overwhelms my soul
deep, darkness a big black hole
sadness eats its way to my heart
when will it end, how did it start

no one understands this pain
nothing to lose nothing to gain
lost in a never ending maze
every moment and memory just a blurry daze

why does it have to be me?
if only the future i could see
afraid of shadows in the dark
will i ever make my mark?

unseen tears flow from my heart
yet i try to move on, play my part
life has to wait for today
living my life is hard but i let come what may

all these thoughts make me sick
from the blood i see when i cut my wrists
i better stop soon before i die
oh well nobody would cry