Wasting 11:11's

i have been wasting my 11:11's
on going down a size
i have been making countless points
about the girl that i despise

the one in the mirror
yes thats her
i build my wall
to hide, how insecure

how could you be so stupid?
how is this going to help?
thats right turn to alchohal baby,
let out a yelp
when the blade you want
cuts you down
how convienent
try to drown
yourself in regrets;
mistakes piled high
wanna know the limit?
its the FXING sky.