Breakdown

I’m screaming
And for once it’s all coming out
All this shit inside me is overflowing and thrown about
A mess I can’t (won’t) clean up
I’m screaming
And it’s all pouring out

It’s no longer mine to decide
It’s no longer mine to contain
Too much, too much, it’s got to be enough

Throw it all down
Watch it splatter around and about
Throw it all down and scream it out

I’m smiling
Wait a second, I’m smiling
Isn’t that what you see?
I’m fucking smiling, always smiling
You love it when I smile
And I’m breaking
I’m fucking breaking, always breaking
I’m torn apart, broken down
Break it down
My God give me your arm and let me hold on
I’m strong, but not always moving along
And I can’t (won’t) stop this break down