Note: I must be crazy when I wrote this. Hahaha. I gave this to someone for her birthday and my intention should be serious and sweet however, it turned out ridiculous! One of my early works and I'm not too proud of it. I just hope that Sam appreciated the effort SAM Her name is SaM I remember it so well that it lingered on my brain After two hard weeks I finally got her name But that was not the end of the story And it was only the beginning Of a long journey, but worth knowing A girl named SaM I met her in chat A place where people wore mask And ready to fool each other's eyes But then sometimes it so funny, it brought my ass laughed! I thought she was one of them, at first Nothing seems so special, so ordinary But I noticed afterwards She had so many reservations in her heart And finally I started thinking "How is she beyong my monitor?" I asked Thoughts flooded my mind Questions after question w/o any answer to bring Curiosity drove me crazy I started to type words w/c she seemed scary For her not to believe in me And for me to prove it really She said something to me: "I LOVE YOU is the abuse word the most" Strong and hard it hit me "Ouch" my ego I thought it was "Uhum.." I realized my heart damaged fast Oh Gawd! She got me! How could she? Please don't ask me `coz I haven't figured it out lately The only thing I know is that I miss her: Every second of a minute Every minute of an hour Every hour of the day Every day of a week Giving me so much excitement and joy Whenever I saw words in my monitor Replying to my questions that coming from her Tickling my body and into my soul In words I know that I am bold That's why she gave me the impression of a crazy I'm sorry, but I don't deny my insanity It's just that I am drawn w/ love and sweet words Gawd knows how much I love SAM As always, fate played ridiculous tricks It sad to think the feeling is not reciprocated Instead she likes this chatter named G---e! I have the best intention in the world But sometimes it doesn't end up good My plan didn't work as i planned it to be And made the opposite that it should be I caused sadness on her birthday Instead of happiness because its her day Guilt stricken my whole being Don't know how to make it up w/ her Now I'm the saddest person in the humanity I don't deserve any of your pity I know I am stupid crazy I just want SaM to be happy... |