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realizing you dont know a person like you though you did |
at first i didnt get it how you could move on so fast without taking one look back but today it finally clicked and all made sense you always loved her but put me in her place now that im gone and shes back its not a facade anymore what was so real to me was a dream world to you everytime you looked at me you saw her smile my blonde hair suddenly turned brown my height grew taller than I my face morphed into hers and I finally understood why you just got up and moved on but it was so easy because you never left the place was all to common and the life we shared was a lie it hurts more than I could imagine to finally realize my eyes are now open and they wont ever shut again what was so real to me was a dream world to you everytime you looked at me you saw her smile my blonde hair suddenly turned brown my height grew taller than I my face morphed into hers and I finally understood why its a horrible feeling what I have realized thinking I have love but having it so easily slip through my fingers I do realize but still have trouble accepting how can you look into my face but not see me? how can you sleep next to me every night but always dream of her? 3 years is to long to lie dreams last forever though expecially when you pretend I dont expect you to care now but please know this suffocating feeling wont leave me falling deeper consumption is drownding me should I fight it? or live in a dream world too? maybe if I close my eyes long enough I can preted you loved me all those years but I cant, I cant be fake it hurts more than I could imagine to finally realize my eyes are now open and they wont ever shut again the bridge is finally burnt with this fresh understanding |