Some people think I'm crazy Loving you the way I do. They say to me, "Pam get a life, God will see you through". I sit and think of all the times we laughed, we Loved, we cried, The times that we argued senselessly, The times that we just sighed. I try and think of what it is that has this hold on me, Why it is that I Love You so, why my heart want let it be. It's in your eyes when you look at me that melts me to the core. It's in your touch when our hands meet that my heart just begs for more. It's in your voice for when you speak that calms my every fear. It's in your walk with every step; I pray it leads you here. It's in your mouth the way you smile that fills my heart with joy. It's in your arms when around my neck, the safety they employ. It's in your kiss that I can't take, It takes my breath away. There'll never be another man that controls my emotions this way. Nothing but a glance from you turns me inside out Nothing but a touch from you makes my insides shout. It's in the silly moments that I regret and miss so much..Regret for taking for granted the happiness that would erupt. I miss the fun times that we shared the funny little sounds. I miss the way you looked at me when no one was around. We've had our good times and our bad I miss them all so much. No one can take the memories, even in bad times I had your touch. You will always be my hero no matter what you say I believe in you more this very moment than I believed in you yesterday. It's funny how while even apart my love for you grows stronger. No matter what's been said or done; like you used to say "I'll Wait Longer". You are My Life, My Love, My Breath, I know the Chad inside, I know that sweet and caring man that you try so hard to hide. I guess that's why I hold so tight, God reminds me to never give up. He shows me the man that I know is there and the Promises of his love. I know how smart and strong you are, how precious you are to me. I pray for the day that you believe in yourself, the day you really see. |