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My love got messed up on drugs and we lost everything, including each other. |
I hurt within my heart each day As I watch you be torn apart It seems your mind has went away And fury stirs in your heart. My Love, I don’t know what to do I wrestle every moment With ways to try and help you To show my loves not dormant I see the fear deep in your eyes The pain your going through The evil that you fight within As the torment embraces you What can I do, my love, for you For your battle is in your mind The evil one embraces you And will drag you down in time I think of the pain that I’m going through The things that’s been said and done The horrible life that we’ve become But look what they did to God’s Son. You’ve said such horrible things to me And your hands have hurt me so But I have to say the words you speak Cut through my very soul. I sit and listen to you Day in and out and in Sometimes I feel insanity Is what satan’s trying to win Chad, I love you with all my heart And it pains me deep inside To tell the man that I love so dear That maybe it’s the end of our time. I can’t go through this any more The pains to hard to bare It’s hard to watch the man you love Slowly fade like air. I’ve never met such madness You change just like the wind I don’t know who you are anymore Or how our life with end I’m thankful for the Lord, My God For calming all my fears For the strength that He has given me To endure these last few years What we’ve become I’ve learned to hate And I’m sure that you have too… But the demons that you fight today Only you can set them loose. In a way I feel I’m lost without you In a way I feel I’m found I miss the Chad that I once knew Before the “ice” monster came around I know you don’t believe me baby But this drug has hooked your soul It’s taking you further down my love Your digging your own hole |