Emotional Bottle

Emotional Bottle

One soft word spoken from the lips of an angel.
Your breath blistering my neck.
Warm caresses of love and friendship sure to last forever.

Going to bed empty, with the bottle in my hand.
How could you walk away?
We beat the odds, and pushed through,
all of my world shattered down on me.
This bottle, my life.
I would be empty without it here.

I no longer have the love of my life...
but the pain stabbing me like a knife.
Watching my blood seep out, though invisable to you
I feel is dripping down me.
I have to numb the pain of losing you.
Get you off of my mind.

What to do what to do?
I go to bed full with sadness,
numb the pain with this bottle.
Wake up empty.....
Alone.

Why are you my adict?
Why must I need you to survive?
Without your love I am nothing, nothing
but a false being of anger.
I want to rip the flesh from you.
Show you the pain you have dealt to me.

How can I hurt such a beautiful man?
Oh but your just a boy.



Sorry guy this one isn't quite done... I need to let my life keep spinning to see where this little story takes me. Maybe back where it started with a beautiful never ending love? Or maybe right where it ended.... a nightmare.