love and pain!

Why do you go away?
Sweetheart,you take away a part of me everytime!
To give myself to you so completely
Could be so sweetly painful
Now,I know what love can do to you
Searing through your heart and making you go weak
and giving strength to you at the same time
Oh that I knew this before I fell in love with you!
Could I have not belonged to you knowing that love could be so heartrending
Giving myself all the pain
That belonging to you entailed!
waiting is sweet, knowing you will be with me soon!
but it tears me apart when i am close to you yet so far away!
my longing for you has made me so vulnerable
i know not what to do!
I would fall in love with you all over again
you just have to look at me
I forget everything apart form my love for you
it becomes all encompassing,
everything falls into oblivion.
I m so blind for you.
i know your faults but i love you completely.
Oh that you knew of all this pain
then I would not have to prove my love for you
you would have known my heart
there woud have been no place for doubts
But how can I show you all that i feel?
Show me the way
I am waiting for you!