STOLEN INNOCENCE

STOLEN INNOCENCE

You see it coming, there's no time to react.
It seems bigger now, in front of your eye.
The fist turns to darkness as you feel the pain.
Sharp and unforgiving it hits you again.

You try to fight back, arms flailing in defense.
The pain it hits you harder, in your stomach this time.
You recoil in pain, fall to the floor.
He moves closer, his shadow covers you.

Crawling away you get to your feet;
You begin to run, pain lessens, adrenaline pumping.
Great pressure on your ankles, he pulls you back.
You fall to your face, nails in the floor.

You try to get free, his grip too tight.
Quickly he moves.
His hands they grab your arms
Your hips caught between his knees.

Sour breaths on your neck
You kick your legs just hoping.
He shifts his weight,
Flips you over, face-to-face.

He looks in your eyes and tells you not to fight.
He  pulls your arms together above your head,
Tells you if you do things right you'll keep your life.
Tears roll down your face, you know what's ahead.

One hand holds your wrists,
His body's pressure bearing down.
The other hand brushes your face.
He holds your head, forces a kiss.

The pressure lightens, but only slightly.
His hand presses against your chest.
Your breath catches in your throat
As his hand slides under your shirt.

His knees hold you tighter,
Your hands free, you try to fight him.
He rips your shirt open
As your nails dig into his skin.

He grabs your hair and pulls it back.
Hot breath in your ear;
"Now that wasn't very nice!"
He lets go, finding your arms again.

One hand holds your wrists.
He pulls them above your head.
The other hand is on your chest;
Following your curves he makes his way down.

Down, down, lower still,
'Till he finds your pants.
The button pops, the zipper pulls.
He shifts his weight.

No longer on top of you,
Your hands are free.
He tears the pants off your body.
You kick your legs.

His fist finds your stomach again.
You double over in pain.
He pulls your legs down from your crouched position.
He tears your underwear.

You scream as he gets on top of you.
His open hand hits your face.
One hand holds your arms
As the other covers your mouth.

"Don't scream, Bitch!"
His voice hot and loud in your ear,
"Nobody can hear you anyway."
His hand presses harder before letting go.

He pulls his clothes off,
Letting go of your arms only for a second.
You clench your legs together.
He is on top of you now.

His weight bearing on you;
With one hand he tries to separate your legs,
"Spread you legs Bitch" he yells.
You clench tighter, the tightest you can.

His hands, on your thighs, grip hard.
Your hands on his head, nails scratching.
Pain shoots through your muscles
As he tears your legs apart.

His weight against you, he forces his way in.
Flesh tears, you feel blood trickle.
Searing pain shoots inside of you;
Tears run down your cheeks.

He pulls out slightly,
Pushes in, harder this time.
You cry out for him to stop
He tells you not to fight him.

This is not how you wanted it to be,
Your first time... spent in misery.
Space invaded, no way to escape.
Tears stream down your face.

A jolt of pain sent up your spine.
Your whole body moves,
He is rougher now, as he moves in and out.
The pain is disappearing now.

You can barely feel him now.
Numb from the pain.
Your innocence lost to a stranger.
You were...are too weak to fight him off.

You feel his hand on your thigh,
It travels up your body,
He pauses, hand resting on your breast.
You close your eyes and pray he's done.

His lips touch your shoulder.
Sweat drips from his body.
His lips move lower,
Sucking on your nipple.

Your body shivers and he stops.
He pulls your arms beside your head.
His rhythm is faster and harder now.
You're still numb, but your feel him pushing against you.

His voice in your ear, "Kiss me back",
An order you refuse to obey.
He forces your mouth open with his lips,
His tongue intrudes.

You bite down with all your might.
He releases one arm;
It's useless in defense, numb from his pressure.
You feel his fist against your head.

You close your eyes against the pain.
"You want it rough?" you hear him say.
His lips... teeth.. on your neck,
He bites down.

His lips move to below your shoulder,
He bites harder this time,
You feel the sting of broken flesh.
He yells in your ear, "You don't do that!"

Feeling comes slowly back to your arm.
He releases the other and pulls out of you.
He moves further on you,
His weight on your hips.

His hands fly at your head,
You brace for their impact.
Eyes wide open as you feel his grasp,
His fingers tighten around your neck.

His body on your abdomen,
His weight shifted to his arms.
You scratch at his face,
And try to peal his fingers away.

He only squeezes tighter, pushes harder,
Your lungs are burning, you can't breathe.
The room starts to spin.
Darkness engulfs you.