suicide

I woke up to a feeling, it was cold by my side
You had gone with the sunrise,leaving tears in my eyes
I got up with a feeling of a emptiness inside
To the noise of the sidewalk and the silence of my mind

Well i walked out this morning
Down a street with no name
To a club called the loser
Like a dog thats gone lame

Took the club elevator
To the floor with a view
I took out my subscription its the only one they do

I stepped out on the dark rail
Saw the crowds slowey form
Heard a voice shouting dont jump
Please for god sake let me move my car

Felt a hand on my shoulder
Heard a voic, cry just in time
Felt a quick push
Felt the air rush
Felt the sidewalk
Fell in line