I am.....

I am a girl trying to hide my pain,
I wonder what true kindness is,
I hear everything they say about me,
I see what they do to others,
I want to shake this feeling,
I am a girl trying to hide my pain.

I pretend nothing’s wrong,
I feel like I am worthless,
I touch everything numbly,
I cry in solitude
I am a girl trying to hide my pain.

I understand that I am just one person,
I say that nothings wrong as I smile and walk away,
I dream that I can once again feel,
I try to just keep smiling.
I hope that I can have hope,
I am a girl trying to hide my pain.

Look at me, and see, what has been done. So, now you know, the girl who smiles and walks past, claming everything is alright, is not alright. Look what you have done to me.