Love Clouds Have Covered My Soul

what a weird situation i have gotten myself into
getting in the way of True Love
i find myself being pushed in a corner
yet nobody is pusing
except for my own thoughts and mind

i thought i could get what i truly wanted
but im obviouly wrong
its hard knowing im not gonna get it
but in the end
ive known it all along

I will try to live on
but its hard when i spend all my free time
with you
im not saying i want to stop chillin out
but i am saying it hurts my soul
not my heart, my soul
my aura
my personality
me
What do i need???

tell me
cause i dont even know
i know that i feel different
unusual
hurt
uneven
strange

the love clouds have covered my soul