This life

Sometimes I wish it'd just go away.
With this life I've senselessly embrassed.
Sometimes the pain just doesn't die down.
I'm sick of the people, sick of this town.
Sometimes I just want to give up.
Tired of lying, or just giving a fuck.
Sometimes I wish I could heal this pain,
discard memories, just live again.
Sometimes it's hard caring at all,
It's hard to get back up when I fall.
Sometimes I just rather not care,
and when they need me, I won't be there