Eating

I know there are days like this and I certainly hope that I'm not the only one who goes through this.  I can't stop eating.  I'm full and I can't stop eating. I'm constantly thinking of what I'm going to eat next.  I don't know if it's because I'm bored or what. It doesn't happen every day, thank goodness.  I think I'm overweight (my darling husband doesn't) so it could potentially be dangerous. I wish I weighed what I did when I was in high school, and I thought I was overweight then! How silly!

It seems like I am constantly on a diet.  What if something happens to me? Do I want my last meal to be a salad? I try to eat healthy. I don't eat junk or fast food, and I'm not sure if it's because I'd feel guilty or if it's just because I can't afford it.  Although eating healthy is not cheap, eating out is a lot more expensive.

I try to work out a couple of times a week.  I've joined the gym at the local rec center ($25 a year, can't beat that)! But at my age the weight doesn't come off as fast as it used to. It was easy enough to put on though, that's for sure!  I wonder if  I'll ever be happy with myself until I achieve a body like Terri Hatcher or Demi Moore. Who am I kidding? If I couldn't do it when I was 20 I sure don't have the discipline to do it now.

I wish I didn't love food so much.