This poem is inspired by my own thoughts and feelings |
“Unaware” By: James Mills All I can do is just sit in my chair slumped and stare As everything is going on around me I am unaware It’s almost as if I was blind Can’t pay attention, can’t get things off my mind All I’ve been able to think about is you After you told me those things I wish there was something I could do The time when you need me the most I can’t do anything as if I was a ghost Stuck up here 500 miles away filled with anxiety and despair I’d give almost anything just to be down there Taking care of you and holding you tight Then I’d know everything would be all right Not knowing what’s going on makes me want to smother my face into my bed My thoughts of what could be going on is like a disease spreading through my head I run my hand through my hair as I try to keep my head straight The tension and stress growing is becoming far too great But no matter what I do nothing works as my nervousness and anxiety begins to grow I can’t do anything this I know Not being able to even talk to you is really rough I know just hearing your voice would be assuring enough It would settle me down and put me in my place My mind would settle down to a slower pace Talking with you I would have a better understanding of what’s going on Hopefully then most of my anxiety would be gone But until I talk to you and know what’s going on and how you are Seems like the distance between me and you is way to far |