loss of unconditional love

I cry at night , I cry in the light, I miss
the friendship, like no other I will ever have again.
My mother ,my friend ,my mentor , my sister,
my rival , my idol, I sat at your side while you died ,because I promised you I would not leave you. I remained strong until your last breath,
then I let myself go ,letting all the pain of losing you flow out of me.
I miss you like it was today that you left me,
I'll miss you tomorrow the same.I love you more than even I knew.
And hope you are in Gods arms wrapped up in His love.