Jelousy

I've been waiting and searching
long for this
i frantically listing
the qualities i miss

i'm jittery, i'm frighted
and i'm hoping you'll see
that somehow or someday
maybe i'll be me

i wondered if maybe
love wasnt real
but that wouldnt explain
the lonelyness i feel

or the desire to see you
light up and smile
at me not her
if just for a while

i see that you like her
and its tearing me apart
you'e cut it to pieces
you've broken my heart

whats the difference
arent we the same?
bestfriends forever...
untill you came

now i'm ridden with jelousy
its killing me to see
the two of you togeather
when it should have been me.