Poem

Silent prayer

I wish I never have to love again.
It is love which broke me, made me weak, and it is I
who let it happen.
Love is the great wave, drowning me, killing me.
It is I who can't escape, who sinks beneath the mortal waters.
To the sweet, deceptive embrace of love.

I do not wish to hate anymore.
Bending from joy to hate is a cruel play for a mind,
I don't want to shout, to shed tears.
To see me, desperate and hopeless, is too much.
Spare me from this agony.

Let me be free from everything.
Let me feel the wind, the existence of me.
Let me understand better, how the world treats me.
Let me fall asleep.