WORTHLESS?

How can this happen to me?
I can’t believe that this is real
Knew that I was unwanted
A child that God forgot
But yet was I so worthless
To be hurt this bad
To be stabbed so many times
That I ve to bleed to death
I still can’t believe this
This appalling reality
Stuff worth more than me
Lying here broken and worthless
When I handed over my heart
It was already broken
And yet now it seems shattered
And beyond possible repair!