MEANINGLESS NOISE

Stop the noise I cannot hear it anymore
Cannot bear this meaningless noise
My heart longs for silent nights
And darkness that shrouds the light
Been so long for dreamless sleep
Now plagued by endless nightmares
Where I scream at the world
And it walks past ignoring me
Been so long that it doesn’t matter
Cried so hard that the tears dried
And now they come in shinning armors
To rescue the poor damsel in distress
Where were you when I was alone?
Where were you when I died inside?
When red welts blemished my arm
When I was stabbed by cruel words
God Iam so tired of this world
Where these four walls crush me
Where people think they can save me
And end up killing me again
Please don’t try to fix me now
These wounds are too deep to heal
And all your beautiful words for me
Is nothing but meaningless noise!
I know that I sound cruel
But Iam not meant for you
You might be a prince in shinning armor
But Iam not your damsel in distress
So please stop acting foolish
And stay here because of me
Please ride off in your noble steed
And seek your bright future
For all this darkness and despair
Is meant for me and not for you!