My Thorns

Aching, Longing
Searching, hoping,
One more minute
One more glimpse
Time elite
Moments impure
I cry for him
I cry for love
Nothing is everything
My heart bound in torture
Beating, pumping
Only love for him
The thorns of my transgressions
dig into my raging heart
Death a meager solitude,
Hidden away.
I ache. I cry. I worry so
Soul, oh soul, am I not whole?
I long to find my half
Is he here, near
Become one with me I beg
I beg down on my hands and knees.
Down to the depths of hell I fall
Plunging deeper into this black hole
It is not hell I tell
but life without a soul that is whole
My heart is beating, pumping
Blood trickles down the binds
My blood, my binds
Whose thorns, all are mine.