New found love for live

I recently discovered a love for writing.  Subconsciously, I've always had so much to say, but never anyone to say it to...until now.  My life has drastically changed and with my new found love for life...I will dive into the depths of my soul and pull out the joys and the pains within me.  I never knew I had the ability to actually translate the complexity of my emotions into words.  I never felt the want or the need to do so.  The discovery of this passion of mine, I owe to O.  His presence in my life has cured and released my ailing soul.  Up until the time I met him, I wanted to escape my gloomy emotions.  But now…now all I want to do express my exhilaration…through writing, drawing and singing.  The singing, I keep to myself…it feels way better than is sounds, lol.  Most of what I write expresses my admiration & gratitude for the man that I love.  But I also write of what took place in the past.  I find solace in putting those old feelings down on paper.  It’s my way of letting it go, yet never forgetting.  Never forgetting keeps me focus, keeps me strong, keeps me appreciative of all the wonderful things that comes my way…like my knight and shinning armor, my O...the love of my life.