Reality?

Reality?

What is reality?
No one really knows.
They say I have a crazy mentality.
This room has no windows.
Am I on the outside of the box
or,am I trapped in it?
These doors have no locks.
I feel as I am standing but here I sit.
It hurts but,I can not feel.
I scream but,no one hears.
I can’t stand so,I must kneel.
I’m scared but,I have know fears.
I want to love but,am forced to hate.
My heart is green no longer red.
For the fish I am but bait.
The voices they laugh inside my head.
Air no longer passes through my throat.
I am not crazy I think I am dead.
My eyes are closed yet I can see.
I am cold though I wear a coat.
Somebody please hear me.
I am screaming, screaming, no one can hear me scream.
I have cheated, I have stolen and, I have lied.
I know this is not a dream.
For I can see the crazy people on the other side.
They just stare at me and don’t speak.
I want to disappear but there is no where to hide.
My mind is so fast but my legs weak.
The flash of light hurts my skin.
My blood is so hot.
Please forgive me for I have sinned.
I feel as i lay here I will rot.
I thirst but I can not drink.
I hunger but I can not eat.
Shut up!!... I can not think.

SHSHSHSHSHSHSH Stop looking at me!!!


I want to punch out but, all I have is feet.
Here I will sit and pout.
The room is dark and hazy.
There is too much blood I must never get out.
NO NO i am not crazy.