Realization of the Betrayed

                                        Why?
      I sit forlorn and dismayed in an ocean of perpetual guilt
            The flickering candle of hope answers not my
                                desperate plea!
                  But stays eversilent,mocking my resounding anguish
                    I saw the message as it flickered before me
                                so clear, so true, so....
                                    heartwrenching
              The truth filtered into my blood as his invisible pen
                          finished with adamant absolution
                  Riveting his pain flew across the eons to me
                    As I scavenged to find the words to shelter his
                                        bleeding heart
                  But all that sputtered out was a pell-mell of nonsense
                          As I lay in a thousand lies and deception
                                "You don't deserve this" my soul
                                    cried "Your perfect"
                              Torn from the terrifying truth
                                  My brain hammering
                            Why did this happen to you?