The Destination of A Wandering Heart

oh what I would do to have the kind of faith it take to live my life.... onto the crashing journey, in the middle of nowhere living with shaddows.. searching for the foot prints on the sand.

I run, I hide, I scream i cry...only to realize I,m still just on the same ground. Messe up life, the whole world is turning upside down. I feel like, Im running out of time.

Roaming downtown California, gazing through the boulevards of New York. Grounded by this freaking city, with great walls that aint so pretty. Tonight, my soul is an endless wanderer..seeking for light into this endless tunnel.  Surrounded by the sounds of s thousand strangers shaking in fear.  As I walk in, I just said things will get better..better in time. But the cool blows of the winter wind opened up my blinded eyes to see that it,s just another waisted day. I just kept on coming back from the start.

A traveler whos been far away from home. Behind those glamorous smiles, theres a bleeding heart that cries. A wandering heart moving to different direction..in the middle of nowwhere without specific direction.

tonight, the journey of this ever wandering heart has now begun. Who knows? Even though my eyes are not crying...My heart is totally breaking! (sob) When I see there happy faces smiling back at me, It feels like heaven -- but to tell you what I want to....its like chasing liberty with glympse of fantasy.  Im not after self perfection...im living just for redeption.

As I lay down on the bed of roses, the inchy, winky thorns suck in through my bones.  And so the day bedins with the bright and morning star... But not with a lonely heart that weeps all night.  Someone to care for me, thats all I neede.  I am broken...

Untidy feet beg for consideration. but no one gives her love and affection.  She walks. She walks away. everything seems to be shallow. She has no dreams to follow.

Shes still on that narrow road. Every single moment has been her darkest nightmare. Shwalks alone and she was lost. But she is sure enough to know..this journey of life will lead to one definite destination.

Hang on, wandering Heart..you are not alone. You rae on the right side of thye track. If there are no footprints on the ground, look around, uou are safe and sound. spread your wings and fly like a soaring eagle and leave your burdens on the ground.

I was blinded by the striking light rigth before my eyes.  I know there is no great feeling than the love of family. Where can I go? when the world doesnt seem to treat me rigth...? the answer is home! that is the one place I could find.

As I look upon my shoulder, I saw Your face my Saviour.  through my darkest nights, I gently close my eyes in the arms of God.  Then I hear Him whisper THE LONG JOURNEY WAS FINALLY OVER...MISSION ACCOMPLISHED MY CHILD.....; He tenderly touched my heart. TAKE YOUR REST AND SLEEP TIGHT, EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE ALRIGHT..

Jesus said: COME TO ME, ALL YOU WHO LABOR AND ARE BURDENED,,,AND I WILL GIVE YOU REST --Matthew 11:28--