Non Believer.

(This is the first time I have ever written anything in my life so im sorry if its a little sketchy)



Stuggling to believe
I wanna fall to my fucking knees

What could be so beautiful
I choose to deny
So numb, I no longer know how to cry

Its easy; let go; be free
Nope
I cant, I need to be in control of me

All or nothing, I cant choose a path
Stuck in the middle
until one day I crack

Is he real? The question burns holes in my mind
One day, hopefully I'll look up
and in God I'll confide

Tiny spec of belief wont even out the doubt
Cant figure out what this world is all about

Whats my deal? what am I so afraid of?
Rip down those walls, discover what your capable of!

My life is beautiful and for that Im thankful
but it's hard to appreciate
when you don't know where you came from

No question somethings missing
and until the day my soul is saved
I'll be here . . . w i t h e r i n g . . .