If only you knew....

If only you knew how sorry I am,
that you couldn't see past your hand.
If only you knew how angry it made me,
Then maby we wouldn't have had this fight, just maby.
If only you knew I would see through,
Your disguise made by you.
If only you knew...

If only you knew how to look past the black,
Into the world and why I turned back.
If only you knew why I cry out,
As you throw a fit and pout.
If only you knew How much it hurts me,
To know how little you see.
If only..... You knew.......

How I died....... because of you......